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11 May 2007 @ 11:42 pm
Broken Down  
Nancy could try and say she didn't care about the bakery at this point.  She could try and go back to the times when Judah was still around and the only job she had was looking good, taking care of boys, and being the not-so-perfect yet very lovable wife.  But reality turned her away from all of that.  She had to worry about the bakery and her competition.  It didn't just affect her, it affected Andy, Silas, and Shane, even though Andy wasn't really her problem.

She wanted Judah though, even if it still meant dealing and pushing herself.  She was lonely and all the pain she pushed to the side in the beginning came crashing over her as she sat there.  Tears began to fall as she watched the tape.  She paused it at points just to catch his face.  She didn't want to forget his face.

"Oh, god."

She buried her face in her hands and sat against the bed weeping.  Silas was gone so he wouldn't hear and Shane was now dead asleep in his room.